School really wears me out. Especially when there is no campcraft. Ironical isnt it?
Warning, cranky rantings ahead.

I dont know why but I really cant stand being in 4A already. Not because of the people but more like the atmosphere. Its like the moment you step into the classroom, you feel a gush of humid air followed by the sound of music blaring from handphones and flipping papers. That is the feeling of SIANNESS.

Its like some contagious bug. The moment you step into the class, you can feel this pressure setting upon you. Scary right?

Thats probably the reason why I prefer to stay outside the classroom when I do not need to. Unnecessary pressure can make people go insane and grumpy. And yes indeed, it does.



To make things worse, teachers (especially one of them) love to come in and complain about how un4A-ish we are, how we dont meet their standards and reminds us like for a gazillion time that we are in the 4A, the supposedly the "best" class.

So what if we are 4A? We are just like the other classes in the block, just that we are taking Biology while the rest are taking Dnt or Pure Geog etc. Is it just because we are taking Biology and thus we are the best class? Doesn't make any sense, my dear.

So what if the cream of the crop is in 4A?
So what if that cream of the crop has been always bringing in the crazy A1s?
Still does not mean that we are supposed to be compared with other classes. Since that bunch is already performing to their supposed caliber, then dont compare lah. No need to demoralize the rest of us who are not that smart (meaning myself) right?



I think today's lessons (all three sciences and two maths in one day) have driven me nuts already and thus the cranky mood. Thursdays are my pulling-hair-out days. So I'm so sorry if I get really irritable on Thursdays.

Anyhow, my holidays have officially vanquished thanks to the mountains of homework and CCA. This time I cant blame campcraft cause it takes up only 3 out of the 9 days, which I really dont mind. But, there is DRILLS on friday.
Now, thats a real good reason to cry. I dont think the monster will be happy upon hearing me say this.


Argh, the monster is never happy anyway.
Monster is only momentarily happy when there is starbucks.

Okay, I think the cranky creature in me is really evolving. I've to apologize if I've offended anyone in this post. Thursday blues yea?

Plus, I'm too getting really annoyed by something with somebody. :(
So much for trying to be nice and stuff yea? Its so tiring to be persistent at times. Yongxi, I think you know what I mean.

I'm at my wits ends. How I wish I could be easily contented with what I already have.
Cranky concentration is 999999mol/dm3 in me now.
Gosh, God please give me some strength.

ARGH. Whatever man.