Back from crazy DTR? Retreat without a voice. I'm only left with like 10% of my voice which actually sounds more like mubblings/mmms and ahhs. This is like FARRR worse compared to anytime in NP lah. dont ask me why but i dont actually remember anytime that my voice turned out like that during NP days even tho we shout like mad people.

DTR? was kinda okay i guess from an organiser's pnt of view. We have a really pretty speaker, Ps Joyce who is hiippppp alrighty. "shuttuppastor! shutup!" lol. games planned was okay just that there were some hiccups here and there. but imo the whole thing was WAYYYY messy and quite disorganised. i hope the rest had quite a decent time tho. tell me ya?

but i really heart my committee who have been backing me up the whole time, especially my beloved Priscilla! ALL THE BEST girl for next yr! i will be expecting a even more awesome camp. hoho! 10 committee members yo!

*sigh* it sucks to have no voice.

for one, i think i am quite a loner person. I dont enjoy texting 737298372 people at the same time nor keeping hooked onto facebook for 5793966 hours. I do not enjoy crowds neither do I enjoy socialising with people I dont exactly know. i just heart my private space.

1 thing i really really really BTH abt poly: SOCIALISING. geez.


however, at the same time, i love to be around people i am close to. say the LIVEWIRE! gang or bestie Rin *ahem!* and Cheryly. A very small group but those who qualified will be leached on. Super possessive huh.

Plus, I've never liked the number 3. 3's always a crowd. I believe in the number '2'.

So back to the point, since i've like no voice, i'm left with texting and msn-ing which I reaaalllyyy do nt like. ):
**for this case, texting is a pain in the ass cause my phone's giving me 101 problems. idk what phone to change too! ): no moolah to change it either.

anyhows, i need to get on with my school work cause im lagging behind like crap and i cant crash and burn for my midsems which are like next freaking week. omgomgomgomg. i cant let my lovely 3.7 (or for that matter, at least a 3.5) fly away.

*sigh* looks like its back to mugging + project-ing+ designing. please let me have a good no-socialising-crap week so I can get my voice back and be good enough to fly to Korea the week after. I really hate the politics that come with socialising. its all back to the childish "i friend you, you dont friend her" game we play in kindergarden. there's no way everyone can be best of friends alright?


dont mind my bit of cranky-ness. no voice is eating into me.

but on the side note, thanks Jeremy boyboy and timmy for being really really sweet today. :3
loves!